hope

its not what it seems

high hopes, good intentions

reality's not lining up with my dreams

is it real?

is it there?

a fool i am,

because i still care

i still do dream

i still do hope

but

i wont feel hurt

and i wont mope

because
life should be sweet
not bitter like soap

Just your typical day at work

What I did at work today?

planting rows of corn by hand

CORNholio haha

between blades of grass life goes on

all but the motionless rock stir

they sway w/every breeze

the coolness of the earth

they're at ease

somewhere & nowhere

somewhere & nowhere

sometimes i crave it

being able to just sit

 in my bodys sheer silence

not even pondering the world around me

just letting the cracked window bring in the refreshing breeze 

while my body invites it to dance upon it

eyes opened or closed. nothing matters

breathing & being

& nothing more

no time. no place. no thoughts. just peace
just peace
i crave

 

i love happiness

sometimes when i cant sleep i think of what makes me happy. except this time i wrote it down.

I LOVE...
running in the rain

 singing in the dark

 smiling to myself

making a witty remark

windy summer days

rolling in the sand

 grass beneath my feet

water in my hands

 laughing till i cry

 staying up really late

being with my friends

not believing in hate

emotions that i cant explain

knowing that i can change

watching animals sleep

 knowing it is ok to be strange

Bob Dylan Knows Whats Up

Is your money that good

Will it buy you forgiveness

Do you think that it could

I think you will find

When your death takes its toll

All the money you made

Will never buy back your soul

-Bob Dylan ''Master's of War''

training my tracks

trains are so soothing

despite the noise they make

they have a certain rhythm

that never makes mistakes

they seem to be so peaceful

and when you are awake

the quietness of the tracks

steadies each breath you take

if it werent for the creepers & the need to get off at a stop, i would totally sleep on trains

achuuu its haiku!

grass is the earths hair

it is like a huge afro-

things can hide in it

because i can.